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Im taking 30 days for Jesus!

If I had my way I would just do it and not tell a soul, as I'm not a fan of sharing an assignment and not meeting the mark. God however, has other plans and wanted me to let you know, so I submit. I'm unsure what may come of this, I can't guarantee a blogpost or any social media presence so forgive me in advance for my absence. I have no idea what's in store, but my hearts desire is to understand what exactly God wants from me. I have an expectant heart that He will speak to me and show me His light in my darkness. I am desperate for answers. I'm tired of falling short, I'm tired of not meeting the mark and I am fed up of allowing the enemy to infiltrate my thoughts.

I have been reading "Living Courageously" by Joyce Meyer's and she has reminded me of the battle of the Israelites against the Benjamites. The Israelite army took a multitude of losses but remained relentless and stood firm in God's promises until they won the battle.  I know the enemy is shaking me with the expectation of wiping me out. He may have come close but I vow to endure each storm until I win the battle. I am hungry for victory and I believe I will find it at the end of this 30 day Journey.

"Obedience is better than sacrifice."- 1 Samuel 15:22.

He has given me an assignment and I am determined to see it through. In my request for transparency I will let you know that I am not in the best mental space. My thoughts are hammered with doubt and defeat and I can't say I remember a time where I have felt this low and have not been able to bounce back. I know this is spiritual warfare and I'm well aware that this was supposed to take me out but, I plead the blood over every fowl spirit that is "trying" to make a way in my life. 

 It's over in Jesus name! I can't go out like this. So 30 days it is! #TheSecretPlace

I'm sure it won't be easy, so please lift my name in prayer if you feel led. I appreciate it. ❤️

Much love and endless blessings, 

 Helly. 

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